"Hey babe."
He slipped into my sacred booth.
Attila the Hun resurrected himself from my text book.
His hulking form, brooding forehead, and sharp metal hands
grew color, tangibility, and rage
until, finally, with a frothy screech,
he ripped that faux face
right off.
I smiled.
"How are you?"
He shrugged and put on his
'I'm sorry this time, really,' mask.
"So, I heard you were heading out. . ."
"Yep, I took a job on the East coast."
Attila wasn't happy,
a little on edge.
He roared, his eyes wide, wild,
and started to drag his army out,
raising them for blood lust.
"So, I was wondering if you wanted
to do something tonight.
World Domination sat on his park bench
with his back to the noise and smoke of the street.
He narrowed his eyes and smirked
as the pigeons squawked and fought
for the favor of his magical
seed-providing hand.
The short-sighted man was a little deaf as well
and his white, wild hair convinced me
he really was mad.
"Come, come, come," he chanted.
The small gray soldiers marched forward,
red eyes blank and small brains empty.
"Gather to me. Don't be afraid.
We'll conquer this cruel world together."
"I'm a Time Druggy"
I had a meeting with Time today at the railroad station.
Her stained hoodie and her dreads
never make the kind of impression
someone like her is entitled to.
When I slid up ,
she was having fun making the trains off schedule.
She's that kind of girl.
I asked her, as my supplier, how much more
I would have to give her for another ounce
of that sweet, sweet potion that only she can brew me.
She grinned, with sharp white teeth,
"Don't you ask for no more cause you ain't
gonna get anymore than what I wants to give you."
She was terrifying as her eyes measured me
like a clock's sharpened hand stabbing into my
While she was intoxicated
with a heavy shot of espresso
that constricted her blood vessels
and then pumped adrenaline through them
in varied and regulated amounts,
Daisy saw a song
on a piece of paper
surrounded by ink in black floods
and arrows and words
that made the man with thin hair
look like some mathematical genius
analyzing a pupil's equation
as he hunched and tunneled his vision
focusing as one does a camera
to achieve the ideal shot
while simultaneously considering all aspects.
Daisy was impressed
and, thinking it was beautiful,
took a picture.
daisy met the mob today
or saw them
as she sat at the bar in a Mexican restaurant
staring at them behind two inches of window
and if they noticed her it was only because
she was three feet away.
the girl with the high heels
and the Chanel glasses
and the Louis V purse
watched a man
in a blue collared shirt
as I watched them
as he talked to the parking lot
until she responded
and then she stood
and he turned
and they hugged
awkwardly.
daisy wondered if they had spoken in code
and if they realized this practice
was abnormal human behavior
and if they knew they had a poet nearby
who was fascinated by abnormal human behavi
All I saw were my feet
and the back of heads
as if we walked in step to
the same beat
a beat inborn,
a beat that pumped blood.
I heard the Panhandler behind me
ask
"Sir, can I walk and talk with you?"
and I heard the sir reply
in a high, strained voice
"No, you may not."
And the Panhandler
followed for a moment
but I could feel him sigh.
Then, the sir said proudly to his associate
as if he had rejected
temptation in the face of the devil,
"He- he wanted to engage me in
verbal gymnastics.
He asked if he could talk to me,
and I said no.
He wanted to play a word
game with me."
And all I saw were my feet
and the back
Stage lights go down
and the crowd grows quiet
and they hold their breath
in expectation til it
ripples through the air like heat
and makes you sweat.
so that when the spotlight goes on
and your reflection shines in their eyes,
you glisten like a Greek god
with a guitar,
and the crowd lifts you up
to the Olympus
Welcome to the machine
an emo kind of scene
where good girls cry
and bad boys die
and suitcases lie
between
A place where gears don't turn
they slide
and everyone, everywhere tries to abide
by it's random locomotion
crushed beneath the stride
of rotating promotion
Welcome to a congress
driving on in express
without a say
of turn or way
where no one gets pay
or leave
Welcome to the machine
that snitches my heart
and beats my mind
a self inflicting thing
the Machine
that rips and roars
and clangs on floors
that grinds and grates
of screams of hate
the repetition
the competition
the pain
the reign
the same
the sam
"Thief"
Long, blue, fingerless gloves
tight knit, pink scarf
old Pentax, extra film in reach
smooth, brown autumn day
warm bench in the sun
soft lip bit in nervous anticipation
fluttered, flustered, gray pigeons
captured perfectly in flight
by a click and whirr of shutter
a busy, off-hand, mild occupation
awaiting still a higher
a prize, so slow and rich in coming
old, white, withered peddler
treading the littered path
groans and rests, a bench now shared
fresh, bright, yellowed popcorn
shoots near aimlessly out
birds, flocking, feeding greedily up
silent, careful, shy observation
drawing the lidded eye
freezing them insi
Ode to My Deceased Teddy Bear by marianb, literature
Literature
Ode to My Deceased Teddy Bear
An Ode to My Deceased Teddy Bear
My poor deceased, old teddy bear
I fear you've passed away
But do not fret, oh teddy bear
for in my heart, you'll stay
My teddy bear, dear teddy bear
you left with sudden start
and though you're stuffed, oh teddy bear
a knife went through your heart
And so here you lay, sweet teddy bear
and I hope you're not in pain
for if you are, my teddy bear
I'll still leave you in the rain
And then you'll be soggy, teddy bear
your stuffing all over the street
the garbage will come, sweet teddy bear
for I fear I must be neat
Only till Tuesday, old teddy bear
and then they'll take you away
To the landfill
Inside
'Good morning,' he said to me
'Good afternoon,' I replied
'It's been a long while since
I've seen your face.'
The street stood out in silver
as we walked slowly along
through the waterfronts,
silk, and swaying lace
'Where've you been,' was the question
'That's taken you away so long?'
I shrugged and retorted
'I've seen what I can see.'
'It's been quiet here,' he continued
'rather dull and dusty old.
We're all turning somber
contemplating what we will be.'
The road winded forward
through copper hills and clouds
all stopped to watch
but I just passed them by
'We've missed you here.' their eyes said
'Why can't you ju
Trade: Dreams in which I Die by marianb, literature
Literature
Trade: Dreams in which I Die
Dreams in which I Die
I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I die
Are the best I've ever had
Now, let this not deceive you
for I know it to be true
the others are oh, so dreary
and extremely stupid too
I always die a good death
or one that's relatively fair
cause I never really feel the pain
when they stab me out of there
Yes indeed, I'm safe at home
when I'm wacked upon the head
as I take my final breath
I smile, back within my bed
I like to see the outcome
even when I'm in my grave
so I float along a while still
to see my sacrifice relayed
And I am so very happy
when I wake from death at light
The Conversation
"If he's dead I'll have to move out, you know. It would burn my reputation."
"Why? We can always dump the body in the yard and say he died there."
"What about the blood stains? How would I explain those? Covering them up with a rug seems a bit obvious."
"Well, I could kick you in the face and let you bleed all over. Then you couldn't tell the difference!"
"Good plan, but I'd rather not ah, indulge myself in such physical discomfort."
"Hmm... I suppose we'd better just hope he isn't dead then. Maybe, we should throw water on him or something..."
"If he's dead, I hardly think it will matter."
"What do you suggest?"
"We
Stand with me, friend forgotten
watch the brilliant show
stay awhile as the sun fades way
linger to see it go
Listen here, friend remembered
as the others run
they're clueless to their deprivation
they're missing all the fun
See this now, friend forever
all will pass away
Recall the state that I once held it
and why I dare to stay
Laugh at them, friend of mine
watch them as they flee
they desert a place that was their home
and leave it all to me
Hear the engines, loyal friend
as they fly to space
Not another soul remains now
in such silent grace
Behold the star, as my friend here
see it kiss the ground
feel the roar and
Trade: Warrior's Stand
'Hold the bridge!' the echo cried
'The legion will soon come.'
Such words cannot stop the pain
when another brother dies
Now pain was past reality
and death could not stop his goal
'Leave!' he had challenged
'And watch your helpless city burn!'
Some had gone, of course
running to the barren hills
leaving shamefully behind
their dreams, their love, all hope
but who could say they'd chosen wrong
when the others all were dead
this was what was left now
the quick slash of a blade
He saw her face in the dripping blood
that flowed out of his sword
standing on the wall, white face, streaming tears
the arro
Building Utopia
Lonely city, lost, alone
Kingdom of decrepit lives
crumbled buildings, raining down
upon these barren streets of lies
Nothing dwells within the dank
the decay of memories frayed
black and sodden, brown and crude
where tainted dreams are made
See the tower, white and cold
above the ruined land of past
see the people bound within
chained and tethered, safe at last
Storms corrupted bleak with death
brings corroding breath 'er long
but the seeping poison fails
against the fortress bold and strong
Hear the silence echo still
the muted voices deep inside
striving onto bigger, better
eloquent systems of demise
w
An Insomniac's Darkman
Insomnia draws me up from the hard couch
leave the TV blaring
cold coffee cup in hand, trudge to the kitchen
its yellowed wallpaper pealing
and the linoleum water-stained
fill my cracked pot, brown with unwashings,
from the ever dripping spigot
wait on in tired torture for my off-brand motivator
once more blackening the refill mug
take a sip, wince for a moment, back down the hall
slip past the mirror
avoiding my own stare
hair in disarray, jeans long-past wrinkled
eyes blood shot and black
return to the desk now, deadline tomorrow,
and a life, as ever, hard pulled
flick on the dim light, eyes open
Beautiful
Old stained keyboard
yellowed, and black around the edges
stares up at me in sorrow
as I struggle for the beautiful
glasses, scratched and spotted
sixty-five off of my present prescription
headaches radiate from those lenses
as I labor towards the beautiful
the people, laughing silently
the people I know are there but never see
because no one really cares
that I try to make things beautiful
a certain Holy Grail of perfection
that I will always strive for
because if someone thinks its beautiful
then maybe I'll feel that way too
as I struggle for perfection
as I labor through the pain
as I try to make things beautif
'I Really Am a Prose Writer' by ReeseMcNeese, literature
Literature
'I Really Am a Prose Writer'
I really write prose but,
I thought it’d be fun to see
What it felt like to be
The brevity of wit
And, while I was at it,
Add a little soul.
I’m really a prose writer but,
I find it obnoxious that
Poet flows off the tongue so easily
While prosist seems so
Awkward.
I’m really an artist in the form of prose-fiction but,
I sometimes like to breakaway from the normal
And embrace the surreal, the unreal,
The impossibly unpossible, and maybe,
End up with something more real than I had
Imagined.
I really am a prose writer but,
To be im(perfectly) (dis)honest,
It’s the closest I’ll ever come
To de
Some people tell me I'm kind of like Jesus
Only I'm not Jewish,
I don't perform miracles,
And I sure as hell ain't righteous.
But they tell me I'm kind of like Jesus
Because we were both betrayed by a kiss.
-
the roadside orchards were
bright as peaches
firming in autumn breeze
I was broken in lay-by pieces.
flat.
a lightly-painted lady,
elephant faced with
horse's complexion, approached.
Her expression --
that of dripping canvas.
I glanced and turned politely
(screwdriver in hand)
toward my choking car.
The pointed sound of her running,
heels clicking, dress
brushing,
over landscape;
coating tarmac lime.
She clawed onto my arms with
pianist fingers,
pushing varnish nails
into male flesh.
Her thin lips flickered pastel dust.
time stood between us, as she
rambled words of
her husband
lost;
who'd walked into
Welcome to the machine
an emo kind of scene
where good girls cry
and bad boys die
and suitcases lie
between
A place where gears don't turn
they slide
and everyone, everywhere tries to abide
by it's random locomotion
crushed beneath the stride
of rotating promotion
Welcome to a congress
driving on in express
without a say
of turn or way
where no one gets pay
or leave
Welcome to the machine
that snitches my heart
and beats my mind
a self inflicting thing
the Machine
that rips and roars
and clangs on floors
that grinds and grates
of screams of hate
the repetition
the competition
the pain
the reign
the same
the sam
I looked at my last journal entry this morning and realized it was from last year! Oops! I guess that's what a year of overseas travel and school will do- you'll lose track of the time.
Well- again, I am on DA as a passing shadow now- but if you have any suggestions of things I should read- leave a comment, and I will let you know what I think of it.
Until next year-
mb
As you can tell, I am not very active on DA anymore, though I do love to wander randomly through my old archives and see what new artists and poets have been posting.
Today something caught my eye- my join date. I have been a member here since December 23, 2003. Seriously, 2003? It been nearly five years! That just seems so strange to me. It seems like I was so young! Well... I guess I was, but still.
Regardless, here's to being five years older. :)